Here is another poem describing how I feel at the moment…
Afraid To Lose you~ Esther Brincat
Why am I so fearful?
I wonder what you think of me nightly,
In love, they say to be careful,
But the thought of losing you is frightening.
Why am I afraid?
I want to step out and trust you,
But if I do, will our love fade?
or will it grow stronger, and turn into something new.
Why am I shaking?
I’m afraid of what you will say,
If you see the weird, wacky me.
I don’t want you to think I’m faking,
I want you to be okay
With the weird wacky me
I don’t want you to walk away
When you see that side of me.
Why am I scared to lose you?
You mean so much to me…
I never thought it would get this way
So when you see all of me,
Babe, what will you say?